finally d F word!

I had an okay class, a great lunch and a horrible afternoon. Let's talk about the horrible afternoon.

I hate being woken up when I have just fallen asleep, especially when I really need the sleep; add to that being woken up for a stupid reason. I become angry. And I believe that anger is justified. I remember being so angry at so many people who have done that with me - mostly by calling me on the phone.

I'm not the kind who turn off their phones when they sleep - or even put it on vibration. I don't do this for myself. I feel that I may need to be contacted in case of emergencies. Or just someone who may need me may call. I'm paranoid I know - but that's how it is. So I let it stay on. And screw up my happiness - I hate when people use this expression - I can never let anyone screw up my happiness. I mean I give them the power to do so. Which means that I screw my own happiness (this sounds better)!

I do wake up people - with god's grace I tend to be surrounded by over-sleepers - people who don't care about what they're missing when they grossly snore away to useless dreams - yes, yes - that is my anger talking - but i want to let it talk. I wake them up. I do them a favor. And I never wake someone who has just slept or needs the sleep. I think of it to be a sin - that's what my mother taught me. She said to me when I was 5 or so that waking up someone from their sleep is a sin. Or maybe it was my sister who put this in my head in her over-sleeping years. Either ways, it is in my head. Deal with it.

I will wake you up when I think you have had enough sleep or let you rot away in your bed if I have nothing to do with you. And I will let my anger pour out when I am woken up against my wishes. If you have a problem with this, go fuck yourselves!