Sleeping over problems does help I guess. I woke up to see Sunshine, and ended up throwing more at him than I normally would have. There are things Sunshine and I don't talk about - just this one grey area that we stay away from - but its time to confront it. Then again I thought maybe I'm over-reacting - feeling restless like I often do. Maybe my life isn't going to be as wild as my imagination. And then I saw it! - the wide abyss between my home and this new world that I thought I had easily accepted. My decision can't be based on my own ideas in isolation of time and space. In a few years time I will be back home - living in that conservative environment - with societal restrictions - no matter how hard I try to fight them.
I do tend to be over-dramatic at times so bear with me. What I need is a mid-point - a place in between these two extreme worlds that I see. Maybe I should also look for a place somewhere in-between that will allow me to live the way I choose to live. I hear Sweden is a free nation...what do you think?
I'm very sad that Mad Momma had to leave. It was very saddening to read her last post. She is a courageous woman, and I admire her strength. I hope I get to meet her when I go to Delhi. For me, she's like a film star. She's super cool, and I hope she comes back to the blogworld real soon. Until then I will compulsively click on her link on my blog many times everyday, and experience her loss each time.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
farewell MM
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finally... a full nite's rest for me. I hear Sweden is cool too. But I know as little about it as u do. Our neighbors to the north may be worth considering. Americans make fun of them, but at least their country makes sense.
Shes baaaaaaaack|!1 shes rally back NC :)
Gawd- this women caused mild panic attacks in many parts of the world yesterday- damn her!
Yeah! I suspect MM did it only to see how important she is to all of us! There was no way she wasn't coming back :)
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