The film is the only thing keeping me sane. Things went from bad to worse last night - had a fight with a friend. I wasn't myself and didn't have the energy to explain - so I let myself be grossly misunderstood. Talk about a happy friendship's day!

Thankfully one more night of shooting - and tomorrow morning I'm off to Goa! I'm not very excited because of my present state of mind. I so wish I could stop being a slave to my moods. This is so annoying. I haven't packed yet, and I need to leave for the shoot right away. I'm completely infatuated with the lead actor - I would marry him if he wasn't gay! He's the second most perfect guy after ND - plenty of food for day dreaming - I'll go now.