Hmm...interesting day with a lot of unintentional thinking. It's strange how intricately designed are our personalities and how complex our lives become with each new personality we encounter. We may be so different and yet be perfectly compatible, depending on how we define compatibility.

I always understood life as a film - with all of us as characters in it. Of course I would be the protagonist of my film, but there can be no film with only the protagonist - i mean its not impossible, but doesn't sound like it would be an interesting film, with only me, except for me, if i am self-obsessed, which I am partially, but never mind. So then come all these other characters, some my threshold guardians, and others my antagonists, but all of them are here in this film to make me, the protagonist, reach my goal. Sorry for my use of film story rules. What I mean is that all these other characters range in significance for me, but all in their own ways affect me. Most of the times I don't realize it and i'm more concerned about making a difference in their lives. But today I realized how all of them are in their own subtle, mostly unintentional ways, making a change in me.

I had this urge to tell RH more about my life. Listening to him talk made me feel that he would understand some niches of me that haven't been understood yet. Then I realized the universalism of this need to be understood, and I felt like i'm a tiny little speck of humanity, in a good way :)

So I guess today was just one of those days...when my mind takes me to the tiny details of the Big picture...


P.S. - I walked on stars tonight...and it was B A utiful!
How will I ever live in a snow/ice-less world again?
Also, I saw some of The Namesake...I would like to see more since I have forgotten most of it. Have you noticed how my gods have become small and my film names are capitalized..interesting :)